IS IT LATE ??

you finally apologise to me for the misunderstandings .. is it too late for this SUCKER ?.. if the good guy wasnt standing in the middle and do the right thing .. will you know wad's wrong with you actually ? ?
The good guy wants me to understand the situation and think objectively .. I'LL TRY FOR HIM ..
not for you both SUCKER ! im doing the right thing not for you both ! but for the ones behind supporting me and the ones who's backing me up all the times !

you wants me back and wants me to continue helping you ..
WHAT THE FUCK IS IT .. YOU WANTS ME GO AND NOW YOU WANTS ME BACK ON 22? ? ? ON THE REST OF THE DAYS FROM 4/5/2010 ONWARDS !!!
let me tell you .. if it wasnt for the good guy .. i'll jus piss you off ..

AS FOR THE GOOD GUY'S HEART .. I WOULD RELI WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO HIM FOR UNDERSTANDING THE REAL SITUATION AND HELPIING ME TO CLARIFY IT ~ !~

I'LL CONSIDER FOR THE 22 ND AND THE REST OF THE DAYS FROM 4/5/2010 ..
I WOULDN'T ACCEPT IT SO FAST AS IM STILL DAMN 'HOT' WITH YOU BOTH BUS****


~jonathan

the feelings of misunderstood by people

yesterday ( Monday 3/may/2010 ) was the day wer i felt to b misunderstood by people//  by whO ? ? ? its a person who is a senior to you and a person which you must be respectful to .. but ... in this situation , clearly shows that the ones who's my senior .. or the one who i should be showing my respect to, doesn play their role as a SENIOR to me !! wad the FUCK is this .... 2 person involved .. i duno who's involved in this situation reli .. but jus wanna say FUCK U BITCH to the ones who's doing the wrong accusation !!!!


this world is full of freedom and possibilities .. you cannot judge a person who's 19 reaching to 20 without a reasonable reasons or either by finding out the real truth .. i was grown up from this place since i was 8 probably 9 .. i see many things going around this place .. there's pple in and out from this place .. why is it so ? ? ? does it reli seems that the place im staying does hav problems with it ? ? pple do have problems .. its undeniable .. but if the place wer i'm growing up does have problems in it .. then the pple in charged should have to play their role in solving this problems ..


im hurt and let me tell you ...  PEOPLE DO HAVE FEELINGS !! IF YOURE DOING A THING IN SUCH A WAY WITHOUT THINKING WISELY .. THEN FUCK YOU ! ! YOU'VE NO EXPERIENCE IN HANDLING OUT PROBLEMS AND YOU DO NOT HAV THE CAPABILITY IN HOLDING THE RESPONSIBILITIES RIGHT NOW !!
this is a blog of mine .. its a place wer i can speak out for wad i wanted .. i doent care who you are .. and i doesnt even bother you like it or not !! i jus wAnna say out wad i felt .. if you're reading this post right now .. and let me tell you !

FUCK OFF !!@

mY FRIDAY

wooosshh .. tired day today :) woke up at 6am and went to school :) haha ..so happy that rain was falling down .. sad de lor .. announced in speaker still that assembly is going on :) went for assembly den .. later on ah... dats wad i go to school for .. experiment 19 ..chromatography .. luckily zong yan told me something bout it and at least i know a lil on how to manage with e experiment :)

finished the experiment in around 2-3 hours cuz partly doing the tutorial mr.tan gav to us :) went home and took a bath .. later on went to my girlfriend's shop to help :) ooosssh ... that's wher business comes to life :) driving up and down :) till around 12 am i went home and now updated my blog :) actually also wanna wish all pals which going to sit for tomorrow's MUET examinations :) all the best to you guys / ladies :)
ah SOOONGG .. i got text you den :) no more temptations den :) hahahah]

take k :)


bY : jOnatHan nG

Futsal + BAD SICK

yeah :) thu afternoon was a futsal competition for we form 6 students :)

great things was that we've WON the FIRST !! :) haha

this week was a bad week for me .. sick for a few days .. but the fever jus won't go off . .  sick of it . .
monday i've got diarrhoea , tuesday my fever started and boooooosssssted . . wed seems to be getting okay by night time and so on i went to school on thursday . . haihss .. thu morning 8 am plus suddenly my body felt week and fever came along again . . quickly called my parents and get my medicine . . ate the medicine at 9 am . . and later on started my football match at 2.45pm under a HOT SUNNY DAY !!

after the final game den i quikly went home and take a bath . .

sad thing was that once finished taking my bath , ah .. i feel the heat rising up in my body . . 38.2 was wad i see from the thermometer reading !

cham ady lor . . quickly ate my medicine again . .
and then as time passes by till night time i felt giddy again and took my medicine :)
till fri i seems to b okay already .. body temp was 36.8 :) seems good , fine , NORMAL :) was so glad

but during night time , which is 1am of sat morning :) ah ... i felt my body getting weaker and fever seems to b cumin again . . 12.30am was 36.7 and now,3.30 am was 37.4 . .

wanna thank someone too as  he / she told me the truth on something :) im a lil sad to know the outcomes but that was it :) face the truth pal :)

Edited By : JonathAn nG 

FRUSTRATED

something's cuming up to me and i've tried very hard to figure it out .... but ... i still couldn managed to forget it :(

haihzz . . only Thomas Steven and Alvin who truely knows wad am i feeling right now .. ahhh ...
reli tired of this life .. i wan something more relax than wad i am having right now ..

wad i can do is just pray and seek for guidelines from god ..

SCHoOLING :)

wtf .. staying back at school and we were asked to do researh and development .. haha ..this is what i do :)

update my blog :) tiring day for todAy :) new pa teacher .. pn ros is back and so tiring .. a tutorial class but she did it like a lecture class .. sad de lor ... birdspeak for d whole 1 hours plus .. but she did giv us some infomation weR we wasnt expect it to be :)

talking bout camp thingy , sad :( couldn accompany my gf for this friday .. all because of that pengakap camp .. nothing much to say to this camp .. jus a "F" letter :) haha .. but so as to support alvin :0 gunna go also .. and its also for my own good lah :) koko marks mah .. haihzz...lucky it was jus 1 day camp :) look forward to enjoy in this camp ...
oh ya ... hong Tat Tat Tat Tat Tat Tat Tat is sitting beside me now .. kaope kaope .. hahahahahah :) fUnny and cute guy :) thomas is now disturbing me .. so bising :) hahaha :0 sien de lor .. staying at school for sucH stupid activity .. haihz .. reli start to feel bad for myself now .. felt like giving up for form 6 liao haihz...

nyway , its gunna 3pm :) gunna leave now yea :) take k everyone and c yah :)

LOST

i felt lost nowadays . . wHy is it so ?? haihZ / / lost the way i should be going to right now . .

knew i supposed to work hard to study .. but whY is it doesnt hav d drive to do it .. reli frustrated .. fell like taking a deep breath and goin for a long term holiday to settle down myself

im LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST  .....